By David Futrelle
I hope you all are having a nice lazy New Year’s Day as we all prepare ourselves for whatever horrors (and possible good things?) that 2019 is going to bring us.
Here’s an open thread. Post your resolutions, if you have any that you want to share; your thoughts on the coming year or the previous one; or just whatever the hell you want to talk about.
I guess I should pick up weight training again as part of my new years resolution. Oh and getting a job to help pay for hrt and my own insurance as steps towards self reliance.
More of a reason to have conservatives eliminated from power as soon as possible, forever.
Happy New Year to everyone !
A l’an qué ven, as we say here.
I haven’t been on here for two years, mostly because since late 2016 the toxic peoples have been boiling out of the crevices, or occasionally revealing they were in plain sight all along… and I decided it wasn’t great for my mental health to be even thinking about them all the time. So, aside from keeping some track of the political trashfire on news sites, I made sure to avoid it as much as reasonable.
So mostly just stopping by for a rhetorical complaint: Why in Kakrafoon Kappa has the Wizard of Orange not hot-air-ballooned his way off to Ultima Thule already??! Or been removed from the White House in chains, either is good.
2018 has been a year of strong personal change for me. I’m definitely much different to the person I was this time last year. My favourite part is how I’m so much less nervous around people now, MUCH less likely to jump to thoughts of “OMG they hate me!” if I make a minor fuck up, much more at peace with how friendships actually work (I finally accepted that if they aren’t in contact with me all the time it *doesn’t* mean they’ve abandoned me, just that they’re busy people) and as of now, slightly more prone to thoughts of “I’m a likeable person” than “I’m such an outcast ?”. I also finally healed enough to develop the strength to start telling my demons to fuck off and that I’m going to leave the past behind now.
My emotions kinda need to catch up though. I still sense all this stuff brooding beneath the surface of my soul, but my plan is to keep looking forward, keep getting therapy if necessary and hopefully they’ll just fade into nothing, in time. I’m done dwelling on pain and negativity, and I’m glad I finally have the ability to escape them both, after about a decade of struggling.
ETA: oh hey Snowberry! I remember you.
@occasional reader, a l’an que ven, que se siam pas mai que siguem pas mens – I like it!
Wishing mammotheers all the best – both for the things going well to go from strength to strength, and for the things hurting you to ease up, dammit. I’ve got a bit of both going on, like trying to walk a slack-rope :-s, so here’s wishing strength, resilience and good luck to all of us and any loved ones we may have.
Happy new year everyone. For those of you struggling, I hope 2019 will be less of a battle. Hugs to anyone who wants them.
FWIW, I have more hope about US politics now that the Dems will have the House and its committees in a couple of days, and the Mueller investigation seems to be coming to a head.
Anyway, 2018 is gone.
…and I hope the orange nightmare will be gone by the summer. I’m even cautiously hopeful that Mueller will solve the Mike Pence problem too. We don’t know why Paul Manafort was so keen for Pence to be vice president, but I’m sure that it’s not a noble reason! The question is whether it’s criminal and/or impeachable.
Meanwhile, remember to enjoy the little things as best you can. I’m enjoying posting the first cat photos of the year on WHTM.
(They’re not my photos. I wish! they’re from https://www.boredpanda.com/maine-coon-cat-photography-felis-gallery-robert-sijka/)
@sunnysombrera
I really connect with your thoughts about feeling like that with friends and I am so glad you made improvements. I am also currently working on that, it is such a difference to feel that your brain can actually support you and not always say negative thing! I hope you can continue with your progress.
@shiela
so cute))) even if they are not your fotos we always need more picture of cats in the world.?
Here’s some good news to start the year off: several more works have entered the public domain!
2018 was the best year of my life so far. I wrote and published two books, made several awesome art pieces, dropped 35 pounds, got promoted, made several new friends, perfected my cooking skills and patched things up with dad a little (mom is a lost cause). I also turned thirty in December. All I have to do now is to stay the course and not fark it up. Wish me luck. I do the same for you ??
Teabug, I hope 2019 is even better.
@ Lucrece:
Congrats on your clean time!
“… mama said ‘You better be careful, son, what you wish for…. God has a funny way of turning the page!’ “
Ah, 2018… the year that was personally pretty good, but politically, culturally and environmentally hellish. I finally managed to lose not just some weight, but enough to positively impact my liver function tests. If I can maintain it, it might reverse some of the damage, but I’ll take the status quo such as it is.
I also managed to accomplish a lot of the rebranding tasks I had, getting a new online handle, new logo, kept the art stuff going and did some creative photography out in Newfoundland.
I suppose if I had resolutions to make in 2019, it’d be:
1. Keep up with the weight loss. My goal is 70kg, which I had back in first year university when I was on a meal plan and walked two kilometers to the campus and back every day. I’m currently at ~80kg.
2. Get back to colouring artwork. I invested a lot in improving my lineart technique over the past couple of years that it’s been a while since I finished a piece completely. So I need to get back in the swing of that.
3. Complete any outstanding short stories I’ve written. With idle hands being the devil’s playthings, I’m usually writing some scene or other featuring my characters, so I’d like to at least get the ones I have done so that I can decide which ones are worth editing. From there, I can revisit the longer works.
4. Take a weekend trip or two around Ontario when I get the chance. Best remember it before Doug Ford turns it into the blasted Mad Max hellscape he inevitably will.
5. (maybe) Volunteer for the NDP during the federal election. I’m hesitant to do so given the risk of vote-splitting in Toronto and my dissatisfaction with Jagmeet Singh, but I’d like to at least convince some people who ordinarily don’t think about politics to consider a progressive cause or two.
So yeah, that’s my thoughts on this post-New Years Day. Hope errybody enjoys what they can in the New Year!
@ Valentin
Sheila, his eyes are the Ukrainian colours!??
Wishing all mammotheers a better year than last time.
@ Lucrece and Bakunin – congratulations both.
@ Victorious Parasol – good for you! I hope you’ll keep writing more and sending it out. Nobody else can write your stuff like you can.
My New Year – well, so far, so good!
Biting the bullet and taking acting classes this year.
Thanks, Bluecat!
K. – How exciting!
Not vegan myself, but I have some cousins who are, a brother who can’t have gluten, and a family party coming up at the start of February (we were all too busy to get together over xmas). The friend whose New Year’s party I attended made those vegan meringues out of the water you drain off of canned chick-peas, and they did in fact have the taste and texture of egg-white meringues, so I guess I now have an alternative to bringing avocado chocolate pudding yet again (or maybe I could make the pudding and serve it in or with the meringues).
@Valentin
It gets a lot harder to get an apprenticeship over time as most of them have an age cap at 29/30 or even two years after graduation. I’m garbage at finding these things and so I’d only find them after I’d exhausted all other options, and now I’m just too old.
@Teabug
That’s awesome! I tried writing something long myself this past November. I managed about 9000 words.
Which reminds me, I’m trying to be happier for others this year. It’s hard for me especially when checking up on people I used to know from school, as well as anyone else around my age, and seeing how far they’ve come, as well as anyone else who’s around my age. I have my low moments where I try to spread my misery around to try to make myself feel better, and I know that’s not really a healthy way to deal with it. At the same time, I know I do need to talk about my feelings every once in a while, and that’s easier to do when I feel them particularly strongly.
My own New Year has gotten off to a less than auspicious start: yesterday I went up to the apartment office to pay my rent and do my laundry–and found the police investigating a burglary, the second in less than half a year; the washing machines were also ransacked and damaged beyond repair and will need to await replacement.
On top of that, I’ve also drapidly developed an oozing sinus infection; Mammotheers, I’d love to hear your decongestant soup recipes (ideally not involving rice or potatoes, which do my diabetes no good.)
Today, I’d like to wish Brazilian mammotheers good luck. Please stay safe.
Here’s a recent video from German lefttuber Three Arrows, “Bolsonaro and Brazil’s Struggle for Truth and Memory”:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TrUXs-5Ins4
If anyone can recommend videos on the current political situation there by Brazilian lefties – either in English or with decent subtitles – please share!
@Bakunin
Hugs!
@Full Metal Ox, if you don’t mind ginger and/or “hot” spices like chilli or pepper of one kind or another, you may find cooking with a fair bit of these gives you some relief from a stuffed-up nose. Otherwise I’d just say maybe some pseudoephedrine hydrochloride if you can get it (don’t know what brands of decongestant might be marketed where you are, but that’s one of my favourite ingredients :-s)
Happy New Year, everyone!
@Bakunin, Lucrece, Teabug, and everyone who reached or is reaching difficult milestones – congratulations!!
@An Impish Pepper
Same here. I’m 30 and I want to move out of my parents’ house this year. I rented a room when I was doing my MA out of town, but this would be a more major move. I have enough money now, luckily, but my problems are a) getting organized and b) dealing with the stress of new things.
@Victorious Parasol – my advice would be to both keep on writing and to hold on to other paid work if possible. That’s where I am right now, at least. What kind of writing do you do? Do you have a link to any of your work and/or to where it can be bought? Thanks!