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CW: Suicide, violence against women
Gary Mosher wants everyone to know he had nothing to do with Saturday’s bombing of a fertility clinic in Palm Springs by a man who celebrated Mosher’s philosophy of “Efilism” in a brief manifesto he posted online.
Mosher, known on YouTube as InMendham, is the inventor of “Efilism”–a radical brand of antinatalism that puts forth the proposition that “the best outcome for life on planet earth is extinction, through a collective act of non-procreation.” (“Efil,” you see, is “life” spelled backwards.)
In his videos on YouTube–he’s made an astounding 4000 so far–Mosher offers an even more radical interpretation of his philosophy, such as it is, suggesting on more than one occasion that we shouldn’t wait for humanity to extinct itself by refusing to breed, but that we should instead take extinction in our own hands by putting down “the breeders” who insist upon bringing more life into this world of suffering.
The Palm Springs suicide bomber, Guy Edward Bartkus, wrote in his manifesto (now deleted from the internet but archived here) that
The end goal is for the truth (Efilism) to win, and once it does, we can finally begin the process of sterilizing this planet of the disease of life. Life can only continue as long as people hold the delusional belief that it is not a zero sum game causing senseless torture … I think we need a war against pro-lifers. It is clear at this point that these people aren’t only stupid, they simply do not care about the harm they are perpetuating by being willing agents for a DNA molecule.
Bartkus was obviously deeply steeped in Mosher’s repugnant philosophy, if it can be called that. The notions that life is a zero-sum game, and that we are all agents of our DNA are two of Mosher’s main obsessions.
But Mosher thinks it’s deeply unfair to suggest that anything he’s ever said may have put violent ideas into Bartkus’ head.
In a rambling, evasive “emergency video” posted on YouTube on Sunday, Mosher declared that the bombing was “stupid and um, pointless and even show offy or something,” and would only serve to “put an entire subject”–that is, Efilism–”in jeopardy in some way by um associating it with some dumbass act of violence.” He insisted that he had “never advocated any kind of show off” behavior like this.
I had nothing to do, no knowledge, no anything about any of this stupidity. Um, it’s certainly not my fault that he has in some way um bent um a commentary on the the negative reality of reality uh into an excuse uh to put his name on one of these silly … stupid human tricks. …
Anyway, so I just disassociate all whatever. … I’m saying clearly not my fault. Uh I haven’t done anything wrong, okay? By having a philosophy that says life is poopy, it doesn’t mean you go out and try to assassinate whatever the breeding machine or uh the clinic or the this or the that.
He continued on with more of this evasive babbling.
I have never advocated anything um, why would I advocate something stupid? Something stupid. Just completely in a sense destructive. Yeah. Okay.
It’s in the papers for a couple of days. Um, and in a totally negative context … like I guess it’s not as dumb as a school shooter, but … it’s dumb. And I didn’t have anything to do with it. I don’t I don’t advocate anything. I don’t suggest anything. I don’t endorse anything ever um that involves anything act upish in any way.
Making pretty clear that his main concern was that the bombing would make him look bad, he dismissed Bartkus’ terrorist act, which left much of the clinic in ruins and shattered windows blocks away as a “pointless and irritating distraction,” though it clearly meant a good deal more than this to the four people injured in the explosion.
Mosher concluded with a weird sort-of apology, though he insisted he had nothing to be sorry for.
Uh, sorry. Um, condolences to anybody’s life who was fucked up by this idiot.
And um, condolences to civilization for having to clean it up and do all this shit afterwards. Um, sorry. Not my fault, but you know … I’m sorry there’s crazy people on Earth. Well, like, you know, it’s not my fault. Uh, anyway, so till the next time and such and so forth and whatnot.
NOT MY FAULT!
NOTHING TO SEE HERE!
Now if anyone doth protest too much, it’s this guy. You’ve heard some of Mosher’s opinions on “the breeders.” Here he is describing how he would “kill a bitch,” possibly by throwing her down a flight of stairs, if he got her pregnant and she refused to get an abortion.
Here he is explaining how he has such contempt for poor people who have kids that he would like to see them all shot in the head:
Here he is comparing humans to “cockroaches” and “viruses,” and fantasizing about mass murder and genocide. (Watch through about 3:39:00 for the full effect.)
There are more videos like this online, many more, but I think you get the idea. Mosher, for what it’s worth, is also a holocaust denier, a homophobe, and has said some incredibly skeezy and alarming things about child sexual abuse material. Oh, and he encourages people to drown kittens. For receipts on all these statements, and many terrible others, see this “community letter” prepared by a group of antinatalists and ex-antinatalists, appalled by Mosher’s views and disturbed by the ongoing efforts of his most enthusiastic acolyte, podcaster and YouTube creator Amanda Sukenick, to recruit antinatalists to the Efilist cause.
The anonymous authors of the “Antinatalist Community Letter,” posted online long before the events of last weekend, wrote that they were “genuinely frightened that the violent rhetoric coming from the Efilist community will lead to someone getting hurt.”
And now what they warned of has come to pass, and then some.
The authors, much like Mosher in his latest video, worried that this sort of violence would tarnish their cause unless antinatalists were to do everything in their power to denounce, and disassociate themselves, from the considerable evils of Efilism.
And some have tried to do so. But the fact is that Efilism and antinatalism have been deeply entangled for years, with many antinatalists defending Mosher and citing him as an inspiration for their beliefs. They too have some culpability here. This will be the topic of a future post.
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Goddess help us if any of these misanthropists ever gets their grubby mitts on a bioweapon.
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